Post by glitters on Feb 8, 2010 22:23:23 GMT -5
Good evening, everyone
I regretfully write this tonight to inform you all of a dramatic decrease in my RPing activities that will be happening starting tomorrow morning.
I also selfishly ask for any problems/complaints/concerns/queries/etc. go to one of the other three admins and not myself for awhile.
No one's dying or anything, but a trip to the doctor this morning revealed that I have a much higher blood pressure reading this year than last, which would be caused by either one or a mixture of:
a.) stress, stress, stress, stress, STRESS and
b.) a little lack of physical activity on my part
What makes this a big deal? I'm a borderline problem to my health, that's what. If I don't do something and start doing it like, right now, I may be living on pills. Fun? No.
I've always been the kind of person who's very active and needs to keep moving, so in the past year I've spent a lot of time uh...well, not doing any walking/running and that actually does hurt me quite a bit. My blood pressure has always been a little higher though because I am also the kind of person who gets easily worked up even if I'm not showing it. And before anyone jumps to it, I'm not pointing fingers and saying "___ stresses me out" on here.
In fact, those of you thinking "this is my fault" (because I can pick out a few who are right now)? Keep it to yourself. Seriously. You guys messaging me to tell me that upsets me and makes this even worse. You're better off keeping to yourself and smiling when this all works out--trust me, if you want to help do that, I'll get better much quicker that way.
That being said, I need to change my schedule as well as remove sources of stress. I'll still be trying to play on CR but my activity will be on average from 1-3 characters, some threads where I'm 'needed' I may not be part of, etc. etc. In the next several months if things get better of course I'll get more active. If not, well...
It'll work out. I apologize for the inconvenience this may cause.
- Jess
I regretfully write this tonight to inform you all of a dramatic decrease in my RPing activities that will be happening starting tomorrow morning.
I also selfishly ask for any problems/complaints/concerns/queries/etc. go to one of the other three admins and not myself for awhile.
No one's dying or anything, but a trip to the doctor this morning revealed that I have a much higher blood pressure reading this year than last, which would be caused by either one or a mixture of:
a.) stress, stress, stress, stress, STRESS and
b.) a little lack of physical activity on my part
What makes this a big deal? I'm a borderline problem to my health, that's what. If I don't do something and start doing it like, right now, I may be living on pills. Fun? No.
I've always been the kind of person who's very active and needs to keep moving, so in the past year I've spent a lot of time uh...well, not doing any walking/running and that actually does hurt me quite a bit. My blood pressure has always been a little higher though because I am also the kind of person who gets easily worked up even if I'm not showing it. And before anyone jumps to it, I'm not pointing fingers and saying "___ stresses me out" on here.
In fact, those of you thinking "this is my fault" (because I can pick out a few who are right now)? Keep it to yourself. Seriously. You guys messaging me to tell me that upsets me and makes this even worse. You're better off keeping to yourself and smiling when this all works out--trust me, if you want to help do that, I'll get better much quicker that way.
That being said, I need to change my schedule as well as remove sources of stress. I'll still be trying to play on CR but my activity will be on average from 1-3 characters, some threads where I'm 'needed' I may not be part of, etc. etc. In the next several months if things get better of course I'll get more active. If not, well...
It'll work out. I apologize for the inconvenience this may cause.
- Jess